I had just washed and dried Ellie's bed. It was still in the dryer. I had to take it out today. I can't stop crying. How do people do this? I thought, after the NICU, this wouldn't be so hard. I was wrong.
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Just found your blog today. So terribly sorry for this loss. I lost a forever dog three years ago. I still miss her. You have been through hell in the last couple years and I am sure that makes this even harder. The intense pain you are feeling now does ease; it won't always feel this bad; and the good memories will help in time. Keep on keeping on, and I hope Jack's cold is better. Anything respiratory has got to be scary as hell...
Posted by: terri c | January 16, 2006 at 01:00 AM